your smile betrays a flagrant passion
set alight by someone’s eyes
your lips are heavy with subdued desire
but also with careless lies
your cheeks are red and glowing
flushing with helpless pride
and your gaze is distant and hollow
betraying hidden depth inside
perhaps I should give in
and accept this fate with dignity
perhaps I should let sparkle
and show a benevolent side
perhaps I should be passive
to let this sick feeling fly
or perhaps I should just cut this cock
to stick down her throat
and gag her till she dies
but now I sit in front of you
holding back both fear and pride
and though I still can’t take my eyes off of you
I miss you
you, who are still here
so beautiful by my side
